spiraling

And who am I trying to kid, you know?

A clean break is easier.

You can reset it...and it heals, and you move on.

But if you leave things messy or things don't get put right...then it just hurts. 
Forever.

It's really time for me to move away from him. 
From all this.

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The line between right and wrong had blurred. 
In my search for truth, I had become the lie. 
Perhaps some secrets should remain secret.

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Then why wouldn't you have told me that straight up? 
I mean, why lie? 

I never lied to you! 

Omission is betrayal.

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If we shared our lives together...why didn't we share our lives? 
You shouldn't have to tell me everything, Derek. 
But why wouldn't you want to?  

Unless there's somebody else you're waiting for.
Someone who isn't afraid to say, "The past isn't past, Derek."

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Every plan I had for my life went so unbelievably wrong. 

John Lennon said, "Life happens when you're busy making other plans." 

Then he got shot. 

Right. 



You just gotta live.  Stop planning your moves. 

Let them happen.  I mean, you might be surprised.